.siento sin pensar el aliento de tu respiracion sobre mi espalda
y tu no estas aqui
detengo sin querer el latido que al amar nace de tu corazon
y tu no estas aqui
cada vez se hace mas dificil
saciar esta carencia que no se llena
con nada mas que tu presencia
y en las noches de mas infinita soledad
cuando no tengo nada mas que tu ausencia
y los minutos que duran una eternidad
detengo sin querer el aliento de tu respiracion sobre mi espalda
y tu no estas aqui
siento sin pensar el latido que al amar nace de tu corazon
y tu no estas aqui.
... abril at 2:41 p.m.
martes, febrero 24, 2004
.me quema por dentro la noche
no siento ni siquiera mi soldedad
no se encienden las estrellas ni la luna
y todo se hunde en lo mas profundo del mar
quiero regresar del silencio
tener una cama de arena donde dormir
a donde volveran mis suenos
a donde volvera toda una existencia por vivir.
... abril at 10:26 p.m.
.trapped behind feelings
that aren't even my own
conversations, phrases and words
each one ending like the one before.
... abril at 9:31 p.m.
.yesterday was pasa podrida's b-day... we all went to her house for some cake and good old fashioned conversation... we stayed there until 1:30 in the morning just remembering our la paz days, you know, those (at least) 9 years we spent there getting an education and moral values, but most of all just strengthening the friendships that make us what we are today... and no matter what people we happen to meet now or further on in our lives, we know we can always go back to those girls, to those days and those memories... we've been through a lot together, including a lot of first times: crushes, periods, smokes, pedas, kisses, dances, fights, tears, class-ditching, pranks, sexy pictures, jokes, and everything in between and i just hope that we'll keep on making a lot more memories to look back on in the future... sorry, i got a little nostalgic...
p.s.
not forgetting the kick-ass friendships from el mexico... come to think of it... maybe just one... love you gio!
... abril at 6:40 p.m.
jueves, febrero 19, 2004
.no lo puedo creer... a veces ya ni me reconozco... todas mis tareas hechas (y sin desvelarme), no he faltado a ninguna clase, es mas, hasta estoy tratando de en serio poner atencion en las clases (lo confieso... estoy tratando, jaja)... voy bien en la escuela y estoy contenta... todo bajo control...
... abril at 9:04 p.m.
.there are some days that are just perfect... every minute, every step, every smile... nothing can take away the constant feeling of happiness and excitement... the sound of the waves, the cool breeze, the stars that shine in the sky and sparkle in your eyes... the only thing that could have made the night even better was if it didn't have to end...
.so you get to a party where you don't know anyone... and what do you do?
you eat nachos and gorditas to pass the time... you move your head to the music... you stare at the disco ball hanging from the ceiling... you eat the ice in your drink for fun... you try to stand the cold... you look at all the faces you don't recognize... but all this doesn't matter because the person you're there with makes everything else dissappear... and you end up having fun after all.
... abril at 4:11 p.m.